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A bit of my novel

Happy Leap Day! How nice to get an extra day in the year. I’m using mine to be utterly corny and take a leap — here are a few paragraphs from my novel.

I was too dumbstruck by the skaters to notice who they were right away. But, squinting more closely at the bigger, broader skater, I saw Viv was right. “It is Jim Dietz!” I whispered back, surprised. Jim Dietz had been the equivalent of a heavy metal power ballad at our school, semi-famous for his maroon Camaro and a lethal combination of bad temper and good looks. Viv had a crush on him when we were freshmen. But he got suspended pulling a knife on a kid in the cafeteria two years ago, and then was sent to his dad’s house in Wisconsin. No one had heard of or from him since. And now he’d come back, and become a skater. He had gotten much bigger and grown his hair out, but it was him.

“He’s amazing,” Viv noted, admiration in her voice as we watched him. She was right: he had incredible strength and power. Jim attacked every movement with a forward intensity, as if he wanted to smash himself into something and take glee in the rubble, like a human hurricane on concrete. He had a heft that belied the fearsome speed he got on the board, able to explode into astonishing flips and spins in mid-air.

Then there was the other skater, the one no one knew at all. He was less flamboyant in style, but once you started watching him, you couldn’t help but stare. Next to Jim’s massive bulk, he was taller and lankier, with dark hair and pale skin. A network of tattoos covered him, snaking all over his sinewy arms and shoulders. He had a different skating style from Jim, imbuing everything with a kind of offhand grace and intricacy. The way he moved wasn’t exactly feline, but it had an animal-like, instinctive quality. He could do half-cabs like they were nothing, one after the other. He could do all kinds of flips and grinds, dashed off like an afterthought. He could soar up into the air with ease, getting incredible air off the simplest of railings. He nailed the hardest skate tricks ever, the most complex combinations, and he did it like it was the easiest thing in the world.

I watched them for a bit, admiring the show like everyone else. But feeling my own board clutched against my chest, I remembered what I had set out to do tonight — and realized that maybe it wasn’t such a good idea. Nothing anyone did tonight would compare. It was this bittersweet feeling: seeing the most beautiful skating of my life, and realizing how janky my own efforts would seem in comparison to it.

I tugged at Viv’s arm, motioning for us to go. “Aren’t you going to go up?” she whispered, looking confused. I could tell she didn’t want to go.

I only shook my head. “Let’s go.” I took one last look at the two skaters, soaring high in the air in a way I could never hope to touch, and then turned and made my way back to the edge of the park where I belonged.

It is called, at the moment, LOVE AND CONCRETE, and it tells the story of Lily, a skateboarder who falls in love with a mysterious, gifted skater she meets on the scene. But he’s a werewolf, and of course, hijinks ensue. Okay, not hijinks! I jest — it’s a paranormal romance, for God’s sake! But there is illicit swimming in ponds, moshing with skinheads, animal sacrifices, skinned elbows and a secret lurking in the woods. If you’ve ever been giddy with a crush-turned-true-love, you know what my book feels like. If you’ve ever cowered in fear in the middle of the woods at night as you overhear the crunch of breaking bone and flesh against metal — well, you also know what my book feels like, too.

I also started a Tumblr for my book, collecting all the images I’ve been squirreling away since I started the novel. And I must say, it is super, super-hot, with loads of gorgeous wolf pics, skater pics, and the occasional snapshot of alt-rock heroines. Visit it: xoloveandconcrete.tumbr.com. I also started two Pinterest boards, one of just skaters, one of everything else. You can also check out my dream home Pinterest board while you’re there. Or the one of my wardrobe. Those are kind of dorky, but well, there you go!


My Summer To-Do List

I was so inspired by Gala Darling’s To-Do list for the summer that i had to pull together my own! Time to get out and enjoy the beautiful sunshine, the leisurely longer days, the glorious glowing sunsets! I do love the stark beauty and coziness of winter, but I’m ready for something new. Here are my hopes and dreams for the season…what are some of yours?

trees!

LEARN THE NAMES OF ALL THE TREES AROUND ME

I had a beau once who could identify the types of trees in his leafy Brooklyn neighborhood. I always admired this trait, this connection to nature in the middle of the city. Now that I’m not in the city, though, I’m surrounded by all kinds of wise, old, beautiful trees that I only know the vague provenance of. That seems so amiss to me, so I’ll take this summer to ramble about and learn more about the world that surrounds me.

LEARN WESTERN STYLE RIDING

I know English riding already. But in my increasing taste for wide-open landscapes, I want to ride long, wandering trails in a big saddle with one hand, so I will learn Western this summer and get used to a big ol’ saddle.

READ ZOLA

I usually pick an author to concentrate on for the year, but the past year has admittedly been full of transition. (I do believe I’ve crossed the country about ten times, moved four, and spent a jag seeing JFK/ORD/LGA at least twice a month.) But it’s never too late for love or resolution, so I will read as much of Emile as possible. What kind of person reads Zola for the summer? An insane one. I actually just finished The Ladies’ Paradise, and it was utterly brilliant — amazingly prescient about consumer culture, the rise of the department store, the centrality of women to all of it. I zipped through it, amazed at how filmic Zola is — he would be a filmmaker now, I think, with his love and gift with spectacle, his ability to balance multiple strands of story and his great way with situating characters inside milieu and settings. In short, a great old-fashioned storyteller with a wide lens. I couldn’t put the book down! Now: onto Germinal, I think.

RIDE ROLLERCOASTERS

I love a good, rollicking, crazy, guts-in-your-mouth rollercoaster, but I realized recently that it’s been ages since I’ve been on one. This is so wrong! So I promise to get out to at least one amusement park and ride at least one monster of a rollercoaster this summer. What could be more vacationlike?

VISIT THE INTERNATIONAL WOLF CENTER IN MINNESOTA

Doing all this research for my werewolf novel (it’s actually a shapeshifter novel, but they turn into wolves, so there you go) has really brought the species close to my heart, and as states campaign to take them off the endangered list so that they can hunt them, it’s just more and more important that people really understand ecology, the role of predators in an ecosystem and really how interesting wolves are as a species. I’ve done a fair bit of research into wolves for the book, even though I only touch upon it slightly in my book. But I always loved checking into the wolf cams up at the International Wolf Center in Minnesota. I’d really like to go visit the place in person, actually, so maybe I’ll make a summer trip out there on my own. I actually would love to do the Wolf Ethology course and learn how they care for wolves and such!

DO THE “30 DAYS OF CREATIVITY” CHALLENGE

Geez, don’t I do enough already? Still, I like the idea of doing the challenge and producing something everyday. I’m debating whether or not to do something ridiculously ambitious or a series of smaller, piece-y things — after all, I really only just completed the last major revision of my novel. Stay tuned — I’ll document whatever I do here for posterity!

COOK MORE!

I kind of come and go when it comes to making food. I like eating it, that’s for sure, but I’ve never really been able to indulge in making it much, mostly because in NYC my kitchen was tiny and my time limited. And also, socializing revolved so much around meals that it was a rarity to even be at home for mealtimes! But now that I’ve landed in my stomping grounds for the next few months for some peace and quiet before my next string of multi-location adventures, maybe I can get to the fine business of making a delish mango salsa.

LOOK NICE!

Ha ha, this is a funny one, considering I write what is supposedly a fashionlike blog! I work at home now, and I start EARLY, so nothing is more uncomfortable to me than sitting and working in real clothes. The dark side is that you can spend all day in your pajamas. This sounds so great to most people (“You get to work from home!”) but honestly, lately I just feel like a sloth! Summer is also my least favorite season to dress for — being sweaty and hot just makes me feel uncute, and the season deprives me of my style weapons, boots and jackets. But I am taking inspiration from this great little picture of Charlotte Gainsbourg, and will hopefully find a way not to feel so mehlike in the season.