Inspiration + Muses

My Quasi Rick Owens Jacket, Mia Wasikowska in Stoker & The Sensuality of 70MM Film

Here are my lovely sparks of inspiration and insight for the week! I’m only just become uncongested from my lingering cold and feel like I haven’t been working with a clear (and unstuffed-up) head, so I haven’t been reading as much as usual, and what things I do read get muddled up in my head crazily. Luckily clothes and movies rush in to fill the spaces!

I Can’t Wear Rick Owens But I Can Pretend on My Blog

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I have long loved Rick Owens, but I can only really afford his knitwear (and only then, by hunting it out at resale shops and sales sites.) It’s worth it for me — the fabric is of the highest quality, and his pieces keep for years. I’ve had a long skirt by him for nearly 10 years, and it still has its beautiful shape and silky texture. But his masterpieces are his jackets, which are pretty much out of my reach, even at a sale price — and his leather ones? Ha! Which is too bad — he makes rigid, structured biker jackets into sonnets of artful, graceful drape, cutting them so that they look like they’re elegantly melting off your body. And to be flattering to a large number of female body types as well? That’s pure genius. He’s an absolutely brilliant cutter and while his dark, glamorous aesthetic is strong, his designs actually nestle alongside other clothes in your closet quite nicely, and don’t overwhelm women when worn in real life.

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But luckily, he’s so influential and so widely-copied that his techniques and ideas do trickle down into more affordable price points. And you never know what will trickle down, and where. I was buying my mom a gift card at Kohls, believe it or not, when I spotted this on a sales rack — it’s not Rick Owens but Vera Wang, but it’s kind of a distant cousin of a classic Rick Owens take on the biker jacket, a mass market riff on his use of mixed textiles, dramatic details and supple drape and cut. The fur is faux, the knit parts are simply cotton, but it’s as close as I’ll come to real Rickness for awhile. And I still love it, because it’s Goth-y and eye-catching and I can wear it with my wedge-heel high-top sneakers as well as my fancy shoes and my old, beat-up combat boots. One day I will have my real Rick Owens jacket, but until then, it’s a nice placeholder for the real thing.

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My Girl Crush on Mia Wasikowska Knows No Bounds

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I love Mia Wasikowska. She’s one of my favorite young actresses — she radiates such watchful intelligence. I’m excited, though, that she’s using that kind of rare presence in darker, more flamboyant roles, in movies like the upcoming Stoker, where she plays a weirdo teenager in a very odd family. The film got raves at Sundance (all my peeps who went this year and got into the screenings loved it) and it’s getting lots of buzz for being Oldboy director Park Chan-Wook’s first English language film and its strong Hitchcockian vibe. But I’m really going to see it because I love Mia and Nicole Kidman, both really amazing actors at different points in their creative trajectories. (Also: Wentworth Miller wrote the screenplay, and my former screenwriting prof at Duke worked on it as well!) Here’s the trailer, it’s so creeeeepy:

She’s also going to play a role in the Jim Jarmusch vampire movie, Only Lovers Left Alive, which is also coming out this year. (Jarmusch + vampires = CANNOT WAIT.) Mia told Dazed and Confused her role in it (as Tilda Swinton’s younger, crazier vampire sister) is kind of like Kim Kardashian as a vampire, really silly and vapid and fun. I always love seeing really smart actresses play almost bimbo type of characters and see what they tease out of these stereotypical roles (thinking of Jessica Chastain in The Help as a kind of example, or maybe Anna Faris’ entire career.) I think Mia will do wonderful things with it, and I’m especially interesting in seeing such a still presence transform onscreen.

I Believe the Hype: 70-Millimeter is So Worth It

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This past Saturday we went to see Paul Thomas Anderson’s The Master in 70mm projection at the Music Box Theatre in Chicago. Often I’m slightly skeptical of cinephiliac fixations on medium, print quality or whatever, but I have to say: it was so worth it to see the film in the projection in which it was shot. We sat further back than I would’ve liked and the screen seemed so small to me from the first time I saw it (digital projection at my local multiplex.) But even then, the film just looks so much more luminous and sensuous — you noticed stuff like how Philip Seymour Hoffman’s skin would redden, or the beautiful textures in the scenes that took place in the department store, or how inky and rich the shadows were. The whole thing was just beautiful in a way that strikes you immediately and viscerally. Perhaps only cinephiles can really articulate the differences (less crushed blacks, more vibrant contrast, more saturated colors.) But even if you’re not conversant with the intricacies of post-production color and image correction, you can feel an impact if you’re at all sensitive to the visual richness of film in general. There’s something about 70mm that returns sensuality to the filmgoing experience, so if there’s a chance for you to see a film originally shot in 70mm actually projected at that size, go see it!

Ouija Board T-Shirts, Direwolves, Prabal Gurung & Other Beautiful Creatures

This week has been a mixed bag! The bad: erratic sleep, which for this former insomniac is a bit of a trial, general stress and a sense that life is blurring quickly past. The good: a lovely Valentine’s Day and making great progress on my blog-to-book project. This week’s sparks and inspirations were therefore things that brought a little fun into the picture, tiny lightning strikes, fancies…a miscellany of mischief, in a way.

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Light as a Feather, Stiff as a Board

It came upon me suddenly: I had a hankering for a ouija board t-shirt. It’s a bit Hot Topic-y, but I don’t really care, since I’m embracing my weird eccentric “bad taste” impulses in fashion — and I really like the idea of a spirit compelling me to transcribe messages while rubbing my shirt. If anyone asks what I’m doing, I can just say I’m itchy — but really I’m communing with the spirits of the other world!

When I was a kid, ouija boards freaked me out a little. They were a mainstay at all the slumber parties I was allowed to go to, and there was this one girl who was kind of perfect at it. She had the whole spooky “harnessing the spirits” act down. (She could also burp on command, which was also very impressive.) I love the idea of a t-shirt ouija board, if only because it’s playfully Goth, fitting into my whole “Goth everything” idea quite nicely. It’s all connected, no?

Direwolves on a Hoodie

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We’ve been rewatching “Game of Thrones” Season 1 in preparation for the 2nd season coming out on DVD next week and then the new season later this spring, and oh my god, direwolves! I still want one! My only complaint is that there weren’t enough direwolf pup cuteness in the show — I guess the Northern Inuit breed they use on the show isn’t the easiest to train? (Apparently there aren’t a lot of horses on the show, either, because the show’s budgetary limitations.) But the dogs are cute anyway, which is why I’m a little in love with this hoodie. I suppose I’ll have to hit up Etsy to get one, or just figure out how to make one myself.

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I’m also super-excited for Game of Thrones to come back on the air because I love seeing Emilia Clarke as Daenerys, if only for the semi-egomaniacal reason that she and I have the same body type, and I’m psyched she’s not the typical Hollywood lollipop silhouette. I also love the desert warrior queen transcription of the Snow Queen aesthetic, of course. I had no idea she was dating Seth Macfarlane, though…don’t you think that is the oddest thing?

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My khaleesi! It is known!

Sci-Fi Romance in a Dress

I haven’t paid much attention to many designer collabos — even the Martin Margiela/H&M one failed to interest me much, and I lovelovelove Martin Margiela. I think perhaps people had OD’d on them, and honestly, the idea of waiting in line and fighting a horde of jackasses who will only end up selling the stuff on eBay at ridiculous prices was not appealing to me. It just represents everything that I think is disgusting about fashion and consumption, in the worst way possible.

But while buying vanilla almond milk at Target, I popped into the dressing room to try on the Prabal Gurung stuff they had out. I wasn’t into most of it, but I did fall in love with this dress:

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It makes gestures towards the romantic with the floral print, but the paneling and fit are kind of athletic/sci-fi in their way, which I also like a lot. (One of my weird personal style epiphanies lately is that my workout clothes are actually some of the things I look best in, which is kind of shifting my world and I’m trying to figure out how to incorporate it.) I’m not an impulse shopper, but I snapped the dress up — it was the last one in my size, and it fit like a glove. The only bad thing is: there goes my resolution not to shop in February! Bad, bad Kat! But I know how rare it is for things to fit well — it’s like my fashion equivalent of a unicorn, or love at first sight. When things do fit, I just snap them up fast, and all the high-mindedness goes out the window.

Goth Everything

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I remember reading in Gretchen Rubin’s The Happiness Project about she turned everything into a spiritual exercise, endowing mundane activities and tasks with a noble purpose. What she did was simple: reframing something in her mind with the word “meditation.” You know, like “washing dishes meditation,” or “riding the bus meditation,” or “folding laundry meditation.” It’s all very ordinary yet insightful, in that trademark Gretchen Rubin way.

Since then, I’m slightly obsessed with how adding a simple word to a simple subject can transform it into something else entirely — and how it shifts your perception of the world just a bit in the meanwhile. Turning everything into a meditation, though, wasn’t really my bag. How I feel about meditation is how most people think about Sunday school: it was something my parents forced me to do as a kid, and while I know how beneficial and awesome it is, I still have this innate feeling of “ewwwwwness” that comes from my childhood. I should get over it, but I haven’t and as a result, I can’t turn washing dishes into some spiritual activity — it’s just washing dishes, still.

But finally I have a very Kat Asharya kind of equivalent to this kind of thought game: Goth everything. You know: Goth bill-paying. Goth casserole making. Goth organizing. Goth computer updating. Goth dating. Goth grocery shopping. The possibilities are endless! In my head I turn everything Goth, and it spirals into a odd yet lovely fantasia of everyday life, transforming into something like a Tim Burton movie. Imagine:

Goth money management: You light your candles and lay out your bills in a circle, contemplating yourself as a simple, forlorn node in the complex network that is the universe’s economy. You lay out your checkbook like a sacrificial virgin on the altar of prosperity. When you write out checks, you put lines of Mallarme’s poetry in the memo line. You listen to Depeche Mode’s “Everything Counts” while you do all this.

Goth sunset: The minute the sun touches the horizon, you take a picture of it on Instagram and use the Brannan filter.

Goth driving: At night, on a narrow country road, going fast, listening to Sisters of Mercy.

The possibilities are endless! Endlessly amusing, of course, but beyond the surface-level oddballness (Goth accounting!), it’s interesting how making everything Goth in your head makes you see how everything is impermanent and temporary, and how this can make everything so poignantly beautiful. Goths are fascinated by mortality because it pervades every aspect of earthly existence, and helps you appreciate it in the present moment. And then, of course, you think of something like Goth bathing suits or Goth ice cream, and you kind of giggle to yourself at how funny the world would be if everything was Gothed out. (I think Goth ice cream would be like black pepper, truffle and chocolate. Yum…)

You don’t, of course, have to use “Goth” as your mental talisman of transformation. Try “witchy,” perhaps. Or “existential.” (Existential ice cream!) Or “Satanic!” (Satanic ice cream!) Just something to transmute the everyday ordinary stuff we take for granted into something else, at least in your imagination. The world is a magical place, and so is your mind!

Nina Ricci Fairy Tales and Other White Magic

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It’s been relentlessly snowy and grey this past week, and so it’s hard to feel all sparkly and uplifted, as good as my intentions are. So this Sparks post is less about la-la-la-radiance-glitter-cupcake and more cocoa-and-cashmere. I feel in a burrow-y type of mood these days: holing up inside with hot gingerbread coffee and slippers, typing away cozily yet industrious under my goose-down comforter, listening to early Sonic Youth and R.E.M. as the early afternoons drift into evening while I make soup. It’s fine: I can save Operation Sparklepony for springtime. Or maybe time there’s a spot of sunshine. But these were some of the things that sparked reverie and dreaming for me this week…what about you?

In Which I Contemplate a New Career as a Parfumeur

Have you ever wanted to know more about how to become a perfumer? I’ve always been curious about this, so you can imagine my great delight when I spotted this YouTube video up at Bois de Jasmin by perfume makers Givaudan on how they train their parfumeurs. Oh, if only I had a million other lives (or a few clones!) — I’d run off and join perfume school!

There’s also videos on the structure of perfume, as well as the olfactory fragrance families. I love this stuff; it’s a whole other beautiful world to enter into and become enchanted by. And I heart his French accent so much; Jean Guichard seems like such a sweetheart of a perfumer.

Oddball Yet Fantastic Iterations of the Modern-Day Fairy Tale

I was really captivated by this Nina L’Eau by Nina Ricci commercial — it’s absolute fairy tale aesthetic, and because it’s a fragrance commercial, it’s also wonderfully ridiculous in the best way possible. There’s something about a magic mirror, lots of running through frost-covered hedges, a white owl that makes me think of Harry Potter and a white tree that makes me think of Return of the King. And of course, there is a lovely white dress and bright red lipstick, which I think is a winning fashion look at any time and very, very Snow Queen-like. (It actually reminds me a lot of these Cade Martin photographs I blogged about earlier.

It gets even better, though! Cut to the next installment, where the girl’s three fairy godmothers-slash-pretty-French-models lounge around a room that’d be a perfect Tim Walker set, talking about what gifts they’ll give her:

And then one of them goes to make perfume, because that is what any good fairy godmother gives her fairy charge:

I don’t know about you, but this is how I want to make perfume, oui? Traipsing around the world’s prettiest kitchen in a floaty dress, singing about gardenias and apple blossoms, reveling in how lovely everything is…

Vespertine is My Spirit Jam

Every winter I like to rediscover Bjork’s Vespertine, her beautiful, lyrical record about cozying up, being content and getting all starry-eyed over your sweetheart. Sometimes Bjork records can be uproarious and clash-of-the-pagans, but Vespertine is intimate, even sweet — it’s my favorite one by her, delicate and beautiful, the one I put on in the background when I’m brewing up a lavender-and-blackberry tisane or making soup. But for maximum soul-for-the-balm factor, I like to just lie in bed and listen to it on my headphones as I drift off to sleep. It makes your dreams really cosmic and ethereal in feeling, like you’re casting white magic spells upon yourself.

My favorite song by her, though, will always be “All is Full of Love,” though. I think it’s a nice thing to listen to as we get closer to Valentine’s Day:

OTHER LOVELY THINGS LIFTING MY SPIRITS: +++++ Really enjoying “House of Cards” on Netflix. It’s not at the genius level of “The Wire” or “The Sopranos,” but it’s well-acted, absorbing and sucks you right into the maw of dirty politics. Kevin Spacey is really enjoying playing such a slimy politician; he manages to elevate the so-so writing into something really great +++++ Going to the symphony today, this time to hear Mendelssohn and Berlioz! +++++ I just started reading East of Eden by John Steinbeck and it’s really, really good. +++++ This video interview of Lee Radziwill, shot by Sofia Coppola! I enjoyed hearing her being on tour with the Stones, how she thought Mick Jagger was “a little repulsive,” and think it’s funny when she says, “The Rolling Stone magazine.” +++++ Also: NEW VIDEO BY THE KNIFE!!! Here is “Full of Fire” and I cannot wait for when Shaking the Habitual comes out!

Feminist Performance Art for Teenagers, Apps for Creative Spirits & My Monthly Mixtape

Ah, yes, the inspiration/round-up post of this week’s sparks, as I call them: things that got me thinking, feeling, thinking again and sometimes dreaming and scheming. Suggestions? What’s got your interest lately? Please let me know in comments below!

Please Let Carrie Bradshaw Go to CBGBs

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I’ve written before about my odd fandom for “The Carrie Diaries,” its mix of 80s NYC nostalgia and its refashioning of Carrie Bradshaw as a wide-eyed innocent. It’s a standard issue CW/Josh Schwartz kind of show, but one thing I’m really enjoying are the references to NYC hotspots at the time: Indochine, Mudd Club, all of those mythic venues you read about in social histories of the city. Last week’s episode featured a central scene where Carrie and her good friend Mouse get into real-life storied avant-garde performance space Franklin Furnace and are confronted with feminist performance art! (Basically: a fictional porn star sits on a throne at a gallery, people put money in a jar and she flashes them her hoo-ha. Very Karen Finley-like.)

First: I think it’s just rad that feminist performance art has made it into a mainstream American TV show. I was also amused by the mild satirizing/earnest shoutout of sex-positive “reclaiming your vagina” discourse — as well as a knowing wink to the original SATC show. There’s an odd pleasure in seeing how this show on this very commercial network refracts gritty NYC downtown history — seeing what it elides, distorts and glosses over, but also what it cheers and bestows its affection upon. I’d be happy if Carrie got to CBGBs or Max’s Kansas City, but now it’s kind of my dream that the show makes it into the early 90s and there’s a shoutout to riot grrrl somewhere. Please, someone at the CW, make this happen! You can option my screenplay about 90s zine girls if you want!

I Heart These Apps

I write about technology as a day-job, but it’s taken me forever to get an iPhone, due to my own contrarian nature, my personal laziness and general rather-spend-my-money-on-other-thingsness. But now I have one, and use apps all the time. I review apps for my day job, but I don’t often get to write about them from my personal perspective of a creative lady writer and artist — nor do I get to write about them in my personal voice. But this is my blog, and I can say what I want and how I want! Which is: I’m proud to hype up some apps I’ve found particularly useful and creative-sparking. My favorites right now include WorkFlowy, which is essentially a giant list-making app. It sounds nightmarish but it is not: it’s very simple and elegant and it has made a big difference in organizing my time and things-to-do in such a way that I spend a lot less time doing these things — so I can spend more time actually making work.

Also: in the interest of streamlining digital clutter, I discovered Feedly, which ports my RSS reader to my iPhone. And for fun, Hello Kitty Mahjong wiles away minutes spend otherwise standing in lines that don’t move at various places and times. It is super cute. If you have other apps you use, iPhone brethren, please let me know — I am always interested to know what people use and how.

Monthly Mixtape: Surprisingly Energetic for a Cold January

Usually in January I hunker down with music and treat it more like a security blanket, swaddling my spirit in familiarity and comfort. Maybe it is the sense of possibility that January can have, but this particular month I actually felt myself much more open to new sounds. So here they are, some old, some new, some rediscoveries.

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